Ever since my dad left, almost two weeks ago, I just feel a lack of motivation, with the exception of school-related stuff. Right now, I just feel like sitting here. I don't even have a reason to keep on typing. I am only on this fourth sentence because I am already typing. The first three would have been more to the point than the five that are already here. I have little motivation to go to sleep right now. If it wasn't for school tomorrow, then, I would probably sit here all night until I couldn't keep my eyes open and was forced to lay down. End of rant about nothingness.
School has been a great distraction. Its already been two weeks and it feels like I can at least think openly about the divorce without even thinking about flinching. Even during reading a summer reading book about an affair, I didn't flinch once. I think that It is already being pushed back into my head and locked up forever. It is easy, but for two weeks out I am not sure how much of a good or bad thing it is.
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