Almost a year on, I have moved on from the concept of divorce and separation and on to how it affects my daily life. Before school got out, It wasn't so bad. The occasional nagging about how the wireless network was down but that only took 5 minutes max. Now its everything. Before the separation, my mom would yell "bear", or "david". Now its me. She met a nice dog at the coffee shop, I have to hear about the breed, age, color, even about the owner. She's trapped by bureaucracy, I hear one more reason why I should hate it. She's had a crappy day at work, my next 30 minutes are crappy because I can't believe how I came to be in this position. And its even worse now that she has a full-time job. She's more tired and has less patience. Her husband leaves her and I get all of his conversational duties.
I can't wait until I leave for college and I can escape such BS rantings and ravings.
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